I need to find a better copping mechanism then: can’t fall asleep, sob, don’t sleep, squeeze cat until he doesn’t like me anymore, binge watch something until I’m no longer thinking about my life then pass out, wake up, do it again.
22 White Cis-female. DC suburbs->Chicago->Brooklyn. Vegan. Queer. Chef. Feminist. Doctor Who. Pop Punk nerd.
Sometimes you have a really bad mental heath day on your day off of work and it completely destroys. Then you have a slightly better night becuse you ate a bunch of chips and candy. THEN you remember you got a message form someone who would never really send you messages(which is why I ignored it all night) and read it and it turns you in to the happiest person ever. OMFG PLEASE LET ME COOK ON YOUR HIPPY DIPPY VEGAN PERMACULTURE FARM!!!!! I want this to work out so badly. I want to roll in dirt then cook you things I got from that dirt.
punk boys out here like “i fucking hate racists. homophobia is horrible. smash racism and kill all rapists. women deserve safe spaces.” then they turn around n are like “lol yeah girls just freak out about everything all the time i dont get why they’re uncomfortable at shows they must just not get punk. why are you so nervous quit making a big deal out of it. yeah that guy is a misogynist, but his band is sick and thats different.”
Found out tonight that the guy I work with who got hired less then 2 months ago, is getting 40+ hours a week. While my other female co-worker(who has been work their almost 2 years) and I have been told that the restaurant can’t afford for us to work more then 35 hours(though I get one less hour cause I’ve only been their 6 months). We both have more experience then him as well. We also both have essentially full time schedules with part time hours. And neither of us have barely money beyond paying bills. I already decided to quite a couple weeks ago when I realized that nothing was actually going to change like we discussed with our manager. Now I’m going to for sure convince my coworker and assistant manager(who got promoted with no raise) to quite with me.